Day Four of the Ten Day Meme thingy

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1. Why can't I just do something? Why do I always want to do something and fail to even try it?

2. What do I really want to do with my life as I know I don't want to spend it in retail or as a receptionist?

3. I need a freakin car so I can do shit :P

4. I need to loose weight.

5. I need to learn to... (insert various interest here, currently it's sewing).

6. I really need to do something for myself as it seems everything I have done before was for someone else. Not that I don't like doing things for others but I can't let my life be put aside while I follow behind someone else. I need to become my own man and stop pitying myself and fearing things that will never come true if I don't get off my ass and try. Basically I want my own life for once.

7. I should go back to college but I know if I do I will take more English courses.

Over reacting again

So apparently the Zoo Light starts at 5 and Tron is at 1.

I need to learn to control my emotions better lately cause I'm just freaking myself out. Although I guess it's good that I'm feeling something other than long deep depression and apathy :P