Things are better than they seem

In a continuation of my "life is good" sentiment, yesterday I was feeling rather depressed mainly because of what I felt was my relationship with my BF. I know we both love each other but never really show much affection for each other. Most people who know me, especially in an affectionate way, now I am rather... clingy and like kisses and snuggles etc. Well I was upset because I never really get any of that from my BF. So these thought just jostled in my head the whole time while my BF and I had dinner. At the same time he constantly asked if I was okay because he could tell I was depressed. By the end of dinner I was feeling pretty good though. Just from that I knew he cared about me... not that I didn't already know that. I just felt that because he didn't show affection that he didn't care that much about me.

Feelings are weird sometimes.

I knew Chicago was corrupt but wow!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20081203/ap_on_re_us/illinois_police_corruption