God I am so pathetic
Jan. 6th, 2006 12:32 pmOkay so everyone who reads this already knows I frequent a site know as Gaia Online (http://www.gaiaonline.com ). Well today for some reason it isn't loading for me... and I'm acting like a drug addict trying to get on it.
I can't believe a site like this has gotten me all worked up. This must have been how I got addicted to the net in the first place because of the Nintendo's website long ago. The thing about Gaia isn't actually the site... well most of it. It's more that it is the largest online community on the net... Mainly though I just go specifically for one thread. This one thread is the reason why I fell in love with the net in the first place. It's a bunch of people just chilling and chatting about writing and dorky stuff. That's it. That's all the magic right there. It doesn't matter about age or looks or who you sleep with but just weather you can use proper grammar and chat well with others.
I can see know why my BF thinks that I am crazy for constantly going there. I mean I knew I was obsessed but not addicted this badly. I mean I use it as my escape from reality... which is what a drug does to people... which with this kind-of addictive behavior is why I have never done drugs and soooooo glad that I don't like the taste of Alcohol.
Anyway I should be doing more important things like finishing m resume (which I think I have finished a bit) and writing up a cover letter for prospective jobs... that I need to look for too. But no I'd rather be on Gaia... I hate addiction.
I can't believe a site like this has gotten me all worked up. This must have been how I got addicted to the net in the first place because of the Nintendo's website long ago. The thing about Gaia isn't actually the site... well most of it. It's more that it is the largest online community on the net... Mainly though I just go specifically for one thread. This one thread is the reason why I fell in love with the net in the first place. It's a bunch of people just chilling and chatting about writing and dorky stuff. That's it. That's all the magic right there. It doesn't matter about age or looks or who you sleep with but just weather you can use proper grammar and chat well with others.
I can see know why my BF thinks that I am crazy for constantly going there. I mean I knew I was obsessed but not addicted this badly. I mean I use it as my escape from reality... which is what a drug does to people... which with this kind-of addictive behavior is why I have never done drugs and soooooo glad that I don't like the taste of Alcohol.
Anyway I should be doing more important things like finishing m resume (which I think I have finished a bit) and writing up a cover letter for prospective jobs... that I need to look for too. But no I'd rather be on Gaia... I hate addiction.