So just an update on life for me in general.
I think I've finally gotten out of my emotional funk and started to enjoy life again. It's been weird with the breakup then falling for someone, the emotional rollercoaster has been a rough one basically but I am finding it was needed I think. Everything leads you to learn and better yourself.
I think for once I actually feel like I am getting older. I mean generally yes I have aged but always felt like I never got older, kind-of like Peter Pan. I think with recent experiences I really have started to act my age or at least dress like it. And funny thing people actually like it and really I just pulled stuff out that I always wanted to wear but never did. So basically have a decent idea on how to dress now (although a shopping trip would still be fun). But going back to the getting older... I found my first obvious gray hairs and really it didn't bother me, well maybe a little if I am mentioning it.
I have started drinking socially because I like it, but I'm not going crazy with it. Mainly I have been tasting a lot of things at parties and finding a few that I like. It's been a interesting experience but no full on drunk just getting rather buzzed and loosening my tongue. I dunno what it is but it feels much easier to talk that way and I feel less stressed out over it in general.
Otherwise I think things are really going well and I am happy. I have good friends that I love to hang out with and who are helping me become a better person. In the end who could ask for anything more.
Of course there are always things I could ask for but I need to stop saying I'm going to do these things and just do it. That's what being an adult is all about.
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