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So again I am thinking of Furp and how much I really didn't know him, and worse really don't remember him much.
On Tuesday I was reminded about certain aspect about him that suddenly clicked why I remember him and then dug through LJ until I found a face pic of him. Once I did that's when I just couldn't stop crying (bad thing to be at work when that happens too). Basically I used to chat with him frequently in IMs when I first joined the fandom about similar interests. Unfortunately I lost contact with him (and all my chat logs) and didn't try and reconnect until Jan 09 in which he didn't remember me (this is from the only chat log I have left).
I'm better today but still rather depressed about it.
So today is the day to celebrate Furp's life and not his death. I wish I had known you as much as my friends had.
On Tuesday I was reminded about certain aspect about him that suddenly clicked why I remember him and then dug through LJ until I found a face pic of him. Once I did that's when I just couldn't stop crying (bad thing to be at work when that happens too). Basically I used to chat with him frequently in IMs when I first joined the fandom about similar interests. Unfortunately I lost contact with him (and all my chat logs) and didn't try and reconnect until Jan 09 in which he didn't remember me (this is from the only chat log I have left).
I'm better today but still rather depressed about it.
So today is the day to celebrate Furp's life and not his death. I wish I had known you as much as my friends had.
