ARGH!

So in trying to get my debt under control it seems its one step forward and two steps back. I think mine will be taken care of shortly with a grace that I personally can't handle but come to find out that my Ex has a CC with about the same amount as my current debt on it.

What?!?!

He has made hints at this but never flat out told me the amount of this card and what's worse is that some bills are going to it. Well tonight when I get home we are going to talk and I'm beginning to think its time to split finances sooner than later. Not that I don't want to help on our debt but I just didn't realize that it had gotten this bad. Almost thinking if we can refinance and add our debts to that. Blah I don't know. I wish he'd just talk to me about this crap.. I mean really talk to me about it not just leave cryptic hints.

Motivated

So it's odd but lately I have been greatly motivated to change things in my life. Which for me is huge. I don't think I've ever felt this motivated. It's a good feeling though like nothing can stop you and all your problems that think they can just motivate you more. I like the feeling, but I hate to say makes me extremely distracted while at work :P Will have to add that to my "fix me list" XP

But yeah just wanted to let you know why the multitude of posts lately, since I rarely do them anymore it seems.