Death in the family

My grandfathers wife just died yesterday. It was completly sudden too.

I'm not sure how to handle this. On one aspect she was a nice enough lady but I never really cared for her and never concidered her my new grandmother. I mean I am upset that she died (which I will get to in a second) but I was never really emotionally attached. On the other hand I just want to sit down and cry. I mean I never expected it. No one else in the family expected it. It just happened very quickly.

Stuff like this makes me think on how fragile and finite life is.

Anyway I thought I would at least express this to everyone.