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More whining
Jul. 21st, 2009 08:51 amYou know I hate that most of my posts seem to be a whine fest but I can't seem to help it. It helps me get things off my chest (but usually doesn't accomplish anything afterwords).
Anyway onto the whine.
As usual I have been feeling the urge to do something. There are so many things I want to do which I will list shortly, but as usual it's not the fact that I don't have motivation to do these things it's I can't make motivation = action. For me it seems there's something missing in this equation. Maybe it's because I can come up with tons of excuses. I don't know. If that's the case I need to confront these excuses because they need to be addressed if I want to accomplish the things that I want.
Okay so here's the list of things I want to do.
Start sewing, making fursuit, costumes, specialty clothing.
Go to the Gym
Write more
Okay here's a list of excuses for these things.
I don't know how to sew and don't want to screw anything up when I do ie I want things perfect the first time or at least I want to know what I'm doing before I start.
I want to sew advanced things but don't have the experience.
I'm jumping from the this is what I want to accomplish without going through the steps of this is what needs to be done first.
I can't use the "the gym is too far away" now since I live two stops from it.
It takes up too much time, after I get back from work I don't want to do anything else but relax I don't consider going to the gym relaxing especially when it take time to go over there, come back, actually use the gym. It takes away from what remaining time we have left of the day.
If the gym in my building were open I would just go to it.
I can only really concentrate on writing when I am not at home, because home is my comfort zone and I can't seem to do anything there.
...
Well it seems one of my problems right there is the comfort zone aspect. I need to get out of the "home is comfort zone" vibe otherwise I won't ever accomplish anything I want to do. I need to step out of my comfort zone in order to accomplish any of these. I hate to say that's going to be the hardest thing for me. I don't think I have ever really stepped too far out of my comfort zone without a huge push, and right now I just don't have that push and not sure how to get it. Blah.
So yeah if anyone knows something that will push me out of this comfort zone please let me know.
Anyway onto the whine.
As usual I have been feeling the urge to do something. There are so many things I want to do which I will list shortly, but as usual it's not the fact that I don't have motivation to do these things it's I can't make motivation = action. For me it seems there's something missing in this equation. Maybe it's because I can come up with tons of excuses. I don't know. If that's the case I need to confront these excuses because they need to be addressed if I want to accomplish the things that I want.
Okay so here's the list of things I want to do.
Start sewing, making fursuit, costumes, specialty clothing.
Go to the Gym
Write more
Okay here's a list of excuses for these things.
I don't know how to sew and don't want to screw anything up when I do ie I want things perfect the first time or at least I want to know what I'm doing before I start.
I want to sew advanced things but don't have the experience.
I'm jumping from the this is what I want to accomplish without going through the steps of this is what needs to be done first.
I can't use the "the gym is too far away" now since I live two stops from it.
It takes up too much time, after I get back from work I don't want to do anything else but relax I don't consider going to the gym relaxing especially when it take time to go over there, come back, actually use the gym. It takes away from what remaining time we have left of the day.
If the gym in my building were open I would just go to it.
I can only really concentrate on writing when I am not at home, because home is my comfort zone and I can't seem to do anything there.
...
Well it seems one of my problems right there is the comfort zone aspect. I need to get out of the "home is comfort zone" vibe otherwise I won't ever accomplish anything I want to do. I need to step out of my comfort zone in order to accomplish any of these. I hate to say that's going to be the hardest thing for me. I don't think I have ever really stepped too far out of my comfort zone without a huge push, and right now I just don't have that push and not sure how to get it. Blah.
So yeah if anyone knows something that will push me out of this comfort zone please let me know.
