It's weird... I really don't know how to feel right now.

Angry at myself and at my previous employers.

Upset that I let myself down and really didn't think this would happen.

Tired just so worn out and broken feeling

Relieved...

I hate to say this was a push to find something better but yeah. I was burnt out there and I'm sure they could tell. My work was decent for the most part but was hardly ever perfect. I never really strived for perfection either... I never really strived for anything...

So I can't say I'm overly surprised it happened. I was surprised of course and in general just because I thought I had been doing much better, but apparently not.

Merf. I dunno what to say anymore. I'm not going to bash my boss or the place because it was a good place and my boss was okay. Of course there were issues there but not getting into it just because it will turn into a huge rant I'm afraid.

This has definitely made me want to relook at my life and put forth an effort to do something that I want to do with it rather than try and get something stable... although may need to figure out what that is too.
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