It's weird... I really don't know how to feel right now.

Angry at myself and at my previous employers.

Upset that I let myself down and really didn't think this would happen.

Tired just so worn out and broken feeling

Relieved...

I hate to say this was a push to find something better but yeah. I was burnt out there and I'm sure they could tell. My work was decent for the most part but was hardly ever perfect. I never really strived for perfection either... I never really strived for anything...

So I can't say I'm overly surprised it happened. I was surprised of course and in general just because I thought I had been doing much better, but apparently not.

Merf. I dunno what to say anymore. I'm not going to bash my boss or the place because it was a good place and my boss was okay. Of course there were issues there but not getting into it just because it will turn into a huge rant I'm afraid.

This has definitely made me want to relook at my life and put forth an effort to do something that I want to do with it rather than try and get something stable... although may need to figure out what that is too.

Date: 2012-08-22 12:26 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] d-bandit.livejournal.com
*hugs*

I know how you feel. Last Tuesday, I was "laid off". Not quite as bad as getting fired, but close enough. It sucks but only because it was so sudden. Overall it is a huge relief for me as well. I was in a rut and this is life's way of saying, "get off your ass and do something with your life!"

Good luck!!

Date: 2012-08-22 07:39 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] cyan-icewolf.livejournal.com
Yeah that's basically how I feel about this too. Really wish this wasn't the way it happened though.

Good luck to you too. *hugs*
Edited Date: 2012-08-22 07:41 pm (UTC)

Date: 2012-08-22 12:56 am (UTC)From: [identity profile] taffypinkdino.livejournal.com
I feel you sweetie- I was fired in early August from the park. It is frustrating when you think you are doing ok- then BAM...guess not :( HUGS...there are better things on the horizon for you.

Date: 2012-08-22 07:42 pm (UTC)From: [identity profile] cyan-icewolf.livejournal.com
*hugs*

It is very frustrating, but on my end I see it cause I have just been getting by at work mostly which isn't a good thing.

Good luck to you too.

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